So fucking powerful.
can’t get over this
It’s better to just shut your feelings off.
I hate airports. And hospitals. Fuck.
How do I deal with the person I love the most hating me?
I’m such a fuck up. Why am I here?
I have never been so stressed out in my entire life. I literally have no one to lean onto but myself. The love of my life hates me, my only friend here is moving back to Tennessee, I entire family lives in another state, I have court/lawyer fees to deal with, loans to pay off, and bills to worry about. Not to mention that I might have a drinking problem. I’m trying to stay positive about all this, but I can tell its starting to affect me. I can only put on a fake smile for so long before I start to crack. I don’t want to go to that dark place again. I’m starting to have these thoughts I had before, and its scaring the fuck out of me. I don’t want to be that person again. I can barely do work nowadays because I just sit there and think about how I’m going to get through the week. I hardly eat anymore either. I don’t know what to do. I’m a major fuck up. I can’t do anything right. What the fuck am I doing?
The worst part is, last time I had my sister and friends to lean on to deal with these dark thoughts. But now, I am literally all by myself and I don’t know if I’ll be okay this time.
The first one is absolutely beautiful.
That gas one… fucking dream right there. Never been able to do it.
So last week me and my friend were trying out a faceswap app
And for some reason it wouldn’t recognise that there were 2 faces in the picture
So we tried it from a different angle and
I was really confused and kind of offended at what it’d done to my face
NOT A DAY PASSES WHEN I DON’T LAUGH AT THIS